I miss him. I miss him more each day. My cousin was in town from Australia and he told me how much I reminded him of my Dad. It wasn't that shocking really but it sure did hit me hard. It was more about his personality and how he acted in large groups. I've always been one to sit back and assess. I'm not that outgoing if I don't know you and I'm not about to make the first move. Although I'm working on that a lot lately. I tend to wait for the right moment to make my point and I usually follow it up with some sort of sarcastic joke (or cheap shot if you are a dick).
I haven't called my aunt yet, I'm not sure when I will but I think it might happen sooner than the one year anniversary of his death - May 1st. I'm not sure what to say to her, so I will probably start off by just listening.
